Jun 08, 2010 15:47
I'm scared, cause I got hired as a cook at this golf course in town.
I need the job, in order to graduate from college. HOWEVER, I'm terrified I won't be able to do anything.
Um, its scary D;
Also, I am sad because I may have to cancel my plans that I had for the near future.
When I start getting all scared, I do remind myself that I will obviously just have to do something. I can't just stand there being scared of it, you know? "Something will happen", that has been my motto for a long time now, and well, it always turns out to be true.
And if I get fired, then there's always plus sides to that too!
I'm just worried how I'm gonna get there/back, since the bus is really bothersome.
Its ONLY 240 mandatory hours. Only 8 mandatory weeks. Keep that in mind, Rai! You can get through this just like you did with college! *counts down the days*
On a plus side, I can start to rebuild my money that I spent at Anime North. Once I get enough, I can start working on my costume for next year, which is going to take a LOT of work!
Um, anyway. I need to do something to calm myself, and for some reason I don't think that chugging a huge cup of cold coffee was a good idea!
i got a job,
so scary