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Ahh, what a long night. My best friend who lives in california was attacked by her mom tonight. I had to help her thru. Her mom was taken to jail. I just hope she can get out of her house, this happens way too often. Tired as hell? Never :D. Im hoping to see shelby this weekend at the Under-21 dance, she'l be there... I know the DJ's so heh :D. I seem to be losing alot of friends, or they just have forgotten me. Either way, i feel neglected. I hate it when people complain about how all their friends are so annoying and always dragging them places... why cant i get dragged out of my house? I need to get out more often anyways! All-in-all its been a sucky week... except for the concert at the cord (which i didnt really attend, i went to see shelby, and she went to see me... lol, excuses excuses to go places). I called like 5 people and left messages to call me back... again... no calls... neglect. boredom... i mean, im so goddamned bored ive been playing neopets!!! GOD HELP ME! errr... god, stay away from me... See!! Im so bored im rambling! I just dont know what to do, ive started to many fires in my firepit its even begun to get boring (well, starting them will never get boring, but once they are lit and burning well they get boring). Augh, i just wish i could see Shelby more often. She is like a light, literally, i feel so good when im around her. And she talks so much! And for once, i love that in a person, in her. And i actually talk to her more than i talk to my mom! (and thats saying alot). ::Sigh:: i just dont know what to do... at least i have been given a second chance at love... and im sure as hell feeling it... goddamn butterflies..... but i like it :D