.........random thoughts........
its weird how you can have so many random thoughts just go through your head and how many times you can change subject i guess everyone is at least a little ADD well heres some random thoughts........... im so bored my moms mad and she didnt even say i love you. i knew i should have gone home. i think i like patrick i dunno. do i. dont i. hmmm im so bored no one is here. i want to go to a show. i miss being happy. people look at me weird alot. i dunno if im bi. im confused. i want a boyfriend. then i dont. but i do. but i dont. ehhh it doesnt matter im gonna end up running away anyways. i hate when people look at me in disapointment it makes me feel really bad. the greatest people in the world are the ones that notice you when no one else does. why is that i dunno but its great when someone random comes up and asks you wuts wrong and starts a conversation. we need more people like that. man its hot in here. i hate memorial. i hate school. people are fake. being emo sucks. if there was only a way to stay happy hmm. how come we see colors are colors real. words do they even have a real meaning. who made these things up. dude whoever made the damn dictonary must have had an ugly ass wife or something cuz shit it must have taken forever to make up a damn word and write a deffinition for each one. colors hmm wut if purple was orange yea and red was blue what if there are colors we cant even see. dude omg wut if black is really not black wut if its all these other spectacular colors that we cant see. yea thats it it has to be. hmm i want to color where are those crayons hmmm. didnt i turn the music on. uhhh hmmm im kinda tired. dome of my friends are starting to slip away that sucks. i wish i was real close with everyone. i wish people could talk to me. i want love but not now. i want love to find me so unexpectidly and amazing. i heard a noise hmmm aww the kittie is asleep. getting to long got to go.
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