I HATE LOVE!!!!!!!!!!
FUCK FUCK FUCKETY FUCK FUCK!!!!!!!!!! All I have to say on this subject is in the title, if you are unjudgemental, read on. . . . .
Jordan can be such an asshole! He can seriously get on my nerves and my so-called "friends" *cough*mel&sara*cough* talk about my like I'm not even there! I know that 2 of the 3 people I mentioned above might read this, but, I'm starting a new life, one where no one deserves and apology. That is really bitchy, but, who gives a fuck! And I think Nikki wants to go out with me, I would date Nikki in a heartbeat, but everytime I break up with Jordan, Nikki gets back with the little fucker, Zeke! Giving up on all of this shit! I know everyone I mentioned in this will read, but, lifes a bitch! And you can't control your destiny. . . I don't know how all this will play out, but I will keep you all posted. And Mel, if you and sara think that jordan is such a good guy, and would rather hang out with him than me, and think I shouldn't breake up with him, YOU DATE HIM!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK FUCK FUCKETY FUCK FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!! I have had it up to HERE with all this bullshit. I fell in Jordans yard today/tonight and he showed little or no concern about it, all he did was offer to kiss my ass, you know what, for all I care, he can! I wonder what he would do if I stopped dressing cutely, and acting sexy? Sometimes, I think that all he wants is sex, and quite frankly, although I like the sex, it's not everything. I know he tells me he loves me, and I tell him the same, but sometimes I wonder if its just us telling ourselves these things so we would beleive it. What-the-fuck-ever. I am so gone. Unapologitically, Me.
Jordan can be such an asshole! He can seriously get on my nerves and my so-called "friends" *cough*mel&sara*cough* talk about my like I'm not even there! I know that 2 of the 3 people I mentioned above might read this, but, I'm starting a new life, one where no one deserves and apology. That is really bitchy, but, who gives a fuck! And I think Nikki wants to go out with me, I would date Nikki in a heartbeat, but everytime I break up with Jordan, Nikki gets back with the little fucker, Zeke! Giving up on all of this shit! I know everyone I mentioned in this will read, but, lifes a bitch! And you can't control your destiny. . . I don't know how all this will play out, but I will keep you all posted. And Mel, if you and sara think that jordan is such a good guy, and would rather hang out with him than me, and think I shouldn't breake up with him, YOU DATE HIM!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK FUCK FUCKETY FUCK FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!! I have had it up to HERE with all this bullshit. I fell in Jordans yard today/tonight and he showed little or no concern about it, all he did was offer to kiss my ass, you know what, for all I care, he can! I wonder what he would do if I stopped dressing cutely, and acting sexy? Sometimes, I think that all he wants is sex, and quite frankly, although I like the sex, it's not everything. I know he tells me he loves me, and I tell him the same, but sometimes I wonder if its just us telling ourselves these things so we would beleive it. What-the-fuck-ever. I am so gone. Unapologitically, Me.