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somehow rainy days just do it to me. i don't know what it is about them. but i just can't focus on real work. i have wasted the whole day at the office sitting across from my boss hoping that she doesn't ask to see where i am on my project. instead i've been day dreaming, reading the news, checking my facebook....
there's so much to say and this has ceased to become an important place to say it but what i do want to say is that right now, so strongly, i just want to go home to my boyfriend and curl up in his arms and not leave for a long, long time. that is home.
experiences like this are amazing but nothing beats stepping off the plane and seeing that familiar shape in the crowd on the other side of the glass, smiling your very own personalized smile that no one else gets to see. i know i'm 20 and know jack shit about the world but i also know that if there was a reason to believe the world is not hell on a platter, it would be that.
there's so much to say and this has ceased to become an important place to say it but what i do want to say is that right now, so strongly, i just want to go home to my boyfriend and curl up in his arms and not leave for a long, long time. that is home.
experiences like this are amazing but nothing beats stepping off the plane and seeing that familiar shape in the crowd on the other side of the glass, smiling your very own personalized smile that no one else gets to see. i know i'm 20 and know jack shit about the world but i also know that if there was a reason to believe the world is not hell on a platter, it would be that.