How long until freedom?

Dec 18, 2006 21:25

My apologies for the really long hiatus I took from not updating. No time in the day left for enjoyment, it would appear, huh?

Not much has occured since my last posting. PS3 is more amazing than I thought, with the ability to allow me to save data on the PS3 for my old games, I never have to worry about losing my memory cards again! Of course, I would have to restart everything, but at least I can replay these classics without having to go out and find me a memory card. Also, the Wii is fucking amazing. Apologies for the vulgar word use, but it needs to be said, the system is a stroke of pure genius. I just wish my family had more money to buy games and such. A pparently, my selfish desires for these systems has led to a very tight money situation in my household, one I never have been familiar with. At least, I realize now, anyway, becuase upkeeping with 4 kids is very hard, and also very expensive.

Speaking of money, I am really hating how we need to pay more money to the band. Shelling out cash isn't all that easy, and seeing as it's not only me that's finding problems in the system helps me believe that all isn't my selfish whining.

So yeah, my topic is stating my feelings. I am sooooooo mentally worn out, I have become sick with fatigue. My eyes hurt alot, and according to michelle I "smell like sick", so that's never a good sign. I have to finish this paper on genetic engineering tonight so i can turn it in for Bio. Not onlty that, but I do have christmas assignments, for AP Gov and Biology. A shitload of reading and concept check essays and outlines. Kill me now......

Yeah, I need to get together with Arthur and people and go to Fuddruckers, becuase we said we wanted to go right after FBA, and that was about 2 months ago, so I really need to go with them.

And college, I am soooo afriad. I heard a mad number of people who applied were turned away. Some of those people are "better" than I am, so there must be no way I am getting in that school, but I'll try anyway. It looks like I'll be heading to UCF, because apparently everyone who is denied UF goes there, and I wouldn't mind being in the Orlando area. As long as I get to live on my own, I'll be good.

So yeah, that's my current mindset, stressed out. It's unusual for me to be so negative and stressed, but I guess even the invincible must come down with some head trauma every once in a while.

Peace,

RCZ

exhuasted

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