NYE 2004

[rahmac04]

So I'm home

Comments

[aramista]

You sound so lost Sarah... I wish there was something I could do to help you. :( You know I'm always here if you need to talk to me.

I actually have a few things I need to talk to you about. I feel like life was on fast forward while you were gone.

But don't you agree that thinking is really dangerous? It only seems to make matters worse because you go around in circles in your head, and nothing can be resolved if it involves other people because you can imagine conversations and actions, but it never ends up being the way you expect them to turn out, so all of your planned reactions end up being useless and it makes you feel just as lost as before.

How about we escape to Tahiti or some random relaxing place like that where our most complicated thoughts will only have to be: Which enjoyable activity shall I do today?

[rahmac04]

so I'm not the only one who will have complete conversations and scenarios in my head that never actually happen?

[ckfencer]

i think that's built into the female human genetic makeup. it's the extra part on the second X (XX) chromosome that the guys didnt get (XY)

[rahmac04]

lol, no kidding.

it's sad though, bc sometimes it'll be so elaborate that I think I've actually had this conversation. Or I've told someone everything that I wanted to. But then I realize that it's all in the voices I've created inside my head...

[mattmattmattyd]

You must be psycho.

Excuse me while I go have a debate with myself.

Hopefully my food can actually contribute something relevant this time.