You decide.
Now i finally understand what He meant by, "Take Your time, take what You need to. Peace of mind should never leave you."
I woke up in the morning, thinking i snoozed my big alarm clock. Was thinking about some stuff for awhile. AND THEN, the next thing, i woke up it's 11am. RAHHH. I panic. Suppose to be in school by 9am to complete my 3D modelling, and FINAL submission is at 12pm! Wash up, took a cab down, rush to class. Time check, 11.30am. Am i dead? No.
On the way in the cab, I don't know why, but i was calm. i was telling God, "I don't want to let anything affect me today. There's nothing i can do now. It's either i fail, or i pass. There is no way i can complete that assignment on time. No way. You are in control." And literally, i felt the peace and assurance. I was super calm. No anxiety at all. And you know what. My teacher says, "Class, i will extend the submission date till this Friday, 23:59." Praise the good Lord. The first thing that came to me was, He never fails. Haha. Awesome God. And i just recalled something funny. This is how i was woken up: Mum was at home. Called my phone.
Mum: Alvin! I made tuna bread for you, you never bring to school!
Me: (Panic) Huh?! I just woke up! Thanks thanks. But... I'M STILL AT HOME IN THE ROOM! Tsk.
Awww. breakfast was prepared, gave me money for cab. Haha. Thanks! :D
And, on monday during typography class, my teacher said this due to the class' attitude towards our work: "It's either you give your best, or you don't do at all. When you're hot, no 'bacteria' can live in you. When you're cold, no 'bacteria' will bother to live in you. But when you are lukewarm, that's when 'bacteria' finds it comfortable and starts living in you." You decide.
Somewhere between the hot and the cold
Somewhere between the new and the old
Somewhere between who i am and who i used to be
Somewhere in the middle You'll find me.
Somewhere between the wrong and the right
Somewhere between the darkness and the light
Somewhere between who i was and who You're making me
Somewhere in the middle You'll find me.
Just how close can i get Lord?
To my surrender, without losing all control.
Fearless warriors in a picket fence
Reckless abandon wrapped in common sense
Deep water faith, in the shallow end
And we are caught in the middle.
With eyes wide open to the differences
The God we want and the God who is
Will we trade our dreams for His
Or are we caught in the middle.
Somewhere between my heart and my hands
Somewhere between my faith and my plans
Somewhere between the safety of the boat and the crashing waves
Somewhere between a whisper and a roar
Somewhere between the altar and the door
Somewhere between contented peace and always wanting more
Somewhere in the middle You'll find me.
Lord, i feel You in this place
And i know You're by my side
Loving me even on these nights
When i'm caught in the middle.
I want the hot.
I woke up in the morning, thinking i snoozed my big alarm clock. Was thinking about some stuff for awhile. AND THEN, the next thing, i woke up it's 11am. RAHHH. I panic. Suppose to be in school by 9am to complete my 3D modelling, and FINAL submission is at 12pm! Wash up, took a cab down, rush to class. Time check, 11.30am. Am i dead? No.
On the way in the cab, I don't know why, but i was calm. i was telling God, "I don't want to let anything affect me today. There's nothing i can do now. It's either i fail, or i pass. There is no way i can complete that assignment on time. No way. You are in control." And literally, i felt the peace and assurance. I was super calm. No anxiety at all. And you know what. My teacher says, "Class, i will extend the submission date till this Friday, 23:59." Praise the good Lord. The first thing that came to me was, He never fails. Haha. Awesome God. And i just recalled something funny. This is how i was woken up: Mum was at home. Called my phone.
Mum: Alvin! I made tuna bread for you, you never bring to school!
Me: (Panic) Huh?! I just woke up! Thanks thanks. But... I'M STILL AT HOME IN THE ROOM! Tsk.
Awww. breakfast was prepared, gave me money for cab. Haha. Thanks! :D
And, on monday during typography class, my teacher said this due to the class' attitude towards our work: "It's either you give your best, or you don't do at all. When you're hot, no 'bacteria' can live in you. When you're cold, no 'bacteria' will bother to live in you. But when you are lukewarm, that's when 'bacteria' finds it comfortable and starts living in you." You decide.
Somewhere between the hot and the cold
Somewhere between the new and the old
Somewhere between who i am and who i used to be
Somewhere in the middle You'll find me.
Somewhere between the wrong and the right
Somewhere between the darkness and the light
Somewhere between who i was and who You're making me
Somewhere in the middle You'll find me.
Just how close can i get Lord?
To my surrender, without losing all control.
Fearless warriors in a picket fence
Reckless abandon wrapped in common sense
Deep water faith, in the shallow end
And we are caught in the middle.
With eyes wide open to the differences
The God we want and the God who is
Will we trade our dreams for His
Or are we caught in the middle.
Somewhere between my heart and my hands
Somewhere between my faith and my plans
Somewhere between the safety of the boat and the crashing waves
Somewhere between a whisper and a roar
Somewhere between the altar and the door
Somewhere between contented peace and always wanting more
Somewhere in the middle You'll find me.
Lord, i feel You in this place
And i know You're by my side
Loving me even on these nights
When i'm caught in the middle.
I want the hot.