so yea
First week of classes... SCARY AS HELL! SO much work... sooooo much information to process... it's SCARY. I really hope I can keep up our little Thursday get-togethers... or a get-together of sorts if not on Thursdays.
There's not much to tell right now. Went and saw Wicked today... and died and went to heaven!! The cast was amazing, the play amazing, DUH. I was VERY happy today! we went to some Korean BBQ in Ellicott City after which was good, I'm still stuffed!
I've only told a few people this, so I guess I'll make it public now. I've been seeing this guy Dave for 2 months now, dating for 1 month. I'm very happy with that too... and surprised. It's not the kind of dating I've been doing for the past.. oh, year and a half or so now... not shallow. It's going to go somewhere. We've both told the other that neither of us has any intention of going anywhere for a while (regarding each other). We're here to stay. I really care about this one. and he feels the same for me. It's quite scary actually, I'm not sure I was ready to become this attached to someone again... even though it's been 1 1/2 years since I've really fallen for somebody hard enough to want a relationship. and even before that it was different. In the beginning with Dustin I was reluctant to date him.. felt uneasy in the beginning. Not this time, I've never felt uncomfortable around him. He has a very genuine nature, but he's not a sissy....but he's treats me VERY well, but not a pussy. It's great, a perfect balance. and every time I start to worry that i like him too much, he says something to me out of the blue that proves he's as deep in as me.
What freaks me out is it's too good to be true. It always is in the beginning tho, and I know I always say/think this... and am paranoid that I'm being a stupid blind fool. I think i always will have that voice that Jeff put in me.. always questioning if it's true or real. The thing that matters here is... I don't care about the voice, it can't put a damper on this one. it's bouncing against something that's stronger this time.
There's not much to tell right now. Went and saw Wicked today... and died and went to heaven!! The cast was amazing, the play amazing, DUH. I was VERY happy today! we went to some Korean BBQ in Ellicott City after which was good, I'm still stuffed!
I've only told a few people this, so I guess I'll make it public now. I've been seeing this guy Dave for 2 months now, dating for 1 month. I'm very happy with that too... and surprised. It's not the kind of dating I've been doing for the past.. oh, year and a half or so now... not shallow. It's going to go somewhere. We've both told the other that neither of us has any intention of going anywhere for a while (regarding each other). We're here to stay. I really care about this one. and he feels the same for me. It's quite scary actually, I'm not sure I was ready to become this attached to someone again... even though it's been 1 1/2 years since I've really fallen for somebody hard enough to want a relationship. and even before that it was different. In the beginning with Dustin I was reluctant to date him.. felt uneasy in the beginning. Not this time, I've never felt uncomfortable around him. He has a very genuine nature, but he's not a sissy....but he's treats me VERY well, but not a pussy. It's great, a perfect balance. and every time I start to worry that i like him too much, he says something to me out of the blue that proves he's as deep in as me.
What freaks me out is it's too good to be true. It always is in the beginning tho, and I know I always say/think this... and am paranoid that I'm being a stupid blind fool. I think i always will have that voice that Jeff put in me.. always questioning if it's true or real. The thing that matters here is... I don't care about the voice, it can't put a damper on this one. it's bouncing against something that's stronger this time.