don't make fun...

Feb 18, 2004 12:13

---I G0T HIT 0N BY HIGH SCH00L GIRLS AT THE LIBRARY T0DAY. IT SEEMS T0 BE A SPECIALTY 0F MINE T0 ATTRACT GIRLS WAY T00 Y0UNG F0R ME. 0NE GIRL IN PARTICULAR KEPT F0LLOWING ME, AND GIGGLING, AND SENDING HER FRIEND T0 MAKE FLATTERING C0MMENTS. SHE WAS DEFINATELY ATTRACTIVE AND I ALM0ST REGRET N0T G0ING F0R HER, BUT THE WAY SHE AND HER FRIEND ACTED MADE ME VERY UNC0MF0RTABLE. IT WAS QUITE 0BVI0US THAT SHE WAS N0T MATURE.
I'M N0T C0MPLAINING AT ALL TH0UGH. I'M S0 L0NELY AND B0RED HERE, I 0NLY HAVE 2 FRIENDS HERE AND WE RARELY HANG 0UT. S0 IT WAS AMUSING, I SEEMED T0 GET AL0T 0F ATTENTI0N YESTERDAY. 2 GIRLS VERBALY HIT 0N ME AND 2 M0RE TIMID 0NES JUST EYED ME.
MAYBE it WAS THE BR0WN AND 0RANGE SHIRT THAT RENWICK B0UGHT ME; THAT LINDSEY HAD TR0UBLE WITH DECIDING WHETHER 0R N0T SHE LIKED. IT BE MY FAV0RITE SHIRT ANYWAY, IT BE VIVID YET EARTHY AND L00KS LIKE AN ANTIQUE.ya-ya-ya.---THAT GIRL WAS REALLY PRETTY, AND TEMPTING. I D0N'T MEAN T0 BE A PANT0MANCER BUT ANY RE-OCCURING THEME IN LIFE, T0 ME, SEEMS T0 BE 0F SIGNIFICANCE. A CRUEL GAME; MY NEANIR0SIS (ATTRACTI0N T0 Y0UNG - TEEN GIRLS) THAT I TRY T0 T0 SQUUELTCH, REPEATEDLY INVITING. I'M HAPPY T0 BE NEANIM0RPHIC, 0R TO HAVE AGERASIA (T0 APPEAR YOUNGER THAN 0NE'S YEARS), IT'S REASURING IN A WEIRD WAY. but... I D0NT WANT T0 BE A PED0~PHILE DAMNIT!
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