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hmmm.... well...now today has hit.... and it feels like a normal day....except i can't find as much reason to stay on AIM anymore....
learned alot last night... and i suppose it was better i did than aimlessly wander..
but wow....wish i had known sooner... i feel like an idiot for writing that....
but now ...im over it....hey.... with me living my "losers love life" its very easy for me to rebound after rejection / learning things... so im cool now....
i guess a thank you would be in order to jimmy for listening to me... i wouldve been happy to share with people....except as i said in the conversation... "Why bother telling people who are 'taken' about your problems?" i never will understand why people do that....
so now.... im listening to my evangelion music..... and just sitting...doing nothing....because i cant think of what to do....
i DO have work to do... i've done 1/3 of it.... but based off of being eaten by mosquitos... i decided to come in....
and now i just feel like sleeping balled up in a corner of the room...
not sad...not happy either.... i just feel....
learned alot last night... and i suppose it was better i did than aimlessly wander..
but wow....wish i had known sooner... i feel like an idiot for writing that....
but now ...im over it....hey.... with me living my "losers love life" its very easy for me to rebound after rejection / learning things... so im cool now....
i guess a thank you would be in order to jimmy for listening to me... i wouldve been happy to share with people....except as i said in the conversation... "Why bother telling people who are 'taken' about your problems?" i never will understand why people do that....
so now.... im listening to my evangelion music..... and just sitting...doing nothing....because i cant think of what to do....
i DO have work to do... i've done 1/3 of it.... but based off of being eaten by mosquitos... i decided to come in....
and now i just feel like sleeping balled up in a corner of the room...
not sad...not happy either.... i just feel....