B A B A E
I remember Gino telling me the other night how he loved my entry regarding my being super effem in my neighborhood sari sari store; with all honesty, I did feel so much lighter when I did that-- maybe because I wasn't able to do that when I was younger. I was just taught that to be gay was to be weak blah blah blah blah blah blah conservatism, catholicism, bigotry blah blah blah blah.
I can't believe society and parents brainwash their kids from the truth so early. Evil.
It was also recently when most of my core barkada showed up together. It has been such a long time. I probed around and noticed na kahit naman there was time and space that divided us for a considerable amount of days/weeks/months-- it's still all good. So i guess no problem there.
Or is it because I'm dealing with my own demons?
Recently, after downing a few threesomes (the drinks) and having a couple of the real thing (the act), my mind was set to just have fun for those activities and beverages, however, another guy (his name will remain confidential) gave me the sweetest kiss that i've had so far for the year of 2006. Akala ko nga mag kaaway kami kase lagi ako sinusupladuhan nito.
Well, after the cliche story of trying to find out why, it turned out he did it for revenge against his boyfriend-- which i didn't know even existed. And this happened at the bay view area of Westin Philippine Plaza habang nakatingin kami sa dagat at nag dradramachine ever, before pumunta sa anniversary ng BED.
But we're cool naman. I thought of keeping him close naman din, since his lips are that soft kahit addict siya sa ecstacy. ( ako hindi ok, pero hinahayaan ko na lang sila hanggang malaman nila hindi na nila kaya mag spell ng C-A-T ) at tutal naman boyfriend nya nasa boracay dahil iniwan siya-- thus he used me as his dagger for revenge.
(dagger ba or knife of chastity)
So yun.
I felt violated, gratified, happy, puzzled and most of all--
WOMAN
in a short weekend.
(siempre trabajo hindi mawawala, akala ng mga koreano artista daw ako pero dios ko puyat na ako sa trabajo and plllllls.... mum no work on sunday, utang ng loob hindi ako robot)
I can't believe society and parents brainwash their kids from the truth so early. Evil.
It was also recently when most of my core barkada showed up together. It has been such a long time. I probed around and noticed na kahit naman there was time and space that divided us for a considerable amount of days/weeks/months-- it's still all good. So i guess no problem there.
Or is it because I'm dealing with my own demons?
Recently, after downing a few threesomes (the drinks) and having a couple of the real thing (the act), my mind was set to just have fun for those activities and beverages, however, another guy (his name will remain confidential) gave me the sweetest kiss that i've had so far for the year of 2006. Akala ko nga mag kaaway kami kase lagi ako sinusupladuhan nito.
Well, after the cliche story of trying to find out why, it turned out he did it for revenge against his boyfriend-- which i didn't know even existed. And this happened at the bay view area of Westin Philippine Plaza habang nakatingin kami sa dagat at nag dradramachine ever, before pumunta sa anniversary ng BED.
But we're cool naman. I thought of keeping him close naman din, since his lips are that soft kahit addict siya sa ecstacy. ( ako hindi ok, pero hinahayaan ko na lang sila hanggang malaman nila hindi na nila kaya mag spell ng C-A-T ) at tutal naman boyfriend nya nasa boracay dahil iniwan siya-- thus he used me as his dagger for revenge.
(dagger ba or knife of chastity)
So yun.
I felt violated, gratified, happy, puzzled and most of all--
WOMAN
in a short weekend.
(siempre trabajo hindi mawawala, akala ng mga koreano artista daw ako pero dios ko puyat na ako sa trabajo and plllllls.... mum no work on sunday, utang ng loob hindi ako robot)