drowning in addiction

[ragnarokette]

it has just been days since the last tournament and i don't know why i am so hungry for more that last night, i even went on my own to a court where i do not know anyone and played till my body ached.

my frustration for the first game of the first tournament jitters is giving me a lust for smashing and manipulating and just giving the opponent a hard time if i could.

i'm drowning in badminton blood lust~

help~