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What IS this?
...lesbians are strange. Tabi and Alex are making my life HARD.
My punctuation skills are deteriorating. Hopefully not as evidenced here.
I almost don't want to go home, which is strange for me.
Jee-Eun (my partner in Arabic, the girl I've done all of the conversation projects w/), brought me a little Christmas present yesterday morning at the final. Just a Christmas card w/ a nice note and some candy. I barely know her. It's probably the nicest thing anyone's done for me in awhile.
Sometimes I wish I was thoughtful like that. But I know it'd make me feel weird. Even though it shouldn't. I hope she takes Arabic again next semester, but I didn't ask.
Actually, I didn't even know how to respond to what she did. Just said thanks, and I meant it of course, but everything on my side of life still feels somewhat superficial.
In other news, I'm fairly sure I'm never gonna get my hands on that Las Puertas album, which is BAD.
The Christmas season always makes me a little sad. It's hard for me to focus on the good side of everything, and instead I worry about how many Christmases will be left like this one, or the one before that, or the one before that, etc. And...I wonder how much, now that we're older, everyone is faking it. Or, how much am I faking it?
Ugh I'm in a strange mood. Hopefully I'll figure out how to just get over myself and do my history take-home final. :p
...lesbians are strange. Tabi and Alex are making my life HARD.
My punctuation skills are deteriorating. Hopefully not as evidenced here.
I almost don't want to go home, which is strange for me.
Jee-Eun (my partner in Arabic, the girl I've done all of the conversation projects w/), brought me a little Christmas present yesterday morning at the final. Just a Christmas card w/ a nice note and some candy. I barely know her. It's probably the nicest thing anyone's done for me in awhile.
Sometimes I wish I was thoughtful like that. But I know it'd make me feel weird. Even though it shouldn't. I hope she takes Arabic again next semester, but I didn't ask.
Actually, I didn't even know how to respond to what she did. Just said thanks, and I meant it of course, but everything on my side of life still feels somewhat superficial.
In other news, I'm fairly sure I'm never gonna get my hands on that Las Puertas album, which is BAD.
The Christmas season always makes me a little sad. It's hard for me to focus on the good side of everything, and instead I worry about how many Christmases will be left like this one, or the one before that, or the one before that, etc. And...I wonder how much, now that we're older, everyone is faking it. Or, how much am I faking it?
Ugh I'm in a strange mood. Hopefully I'll figure out how to just get over myself and do my history take-home final. :p