So OJ Simpson walks up to billboard for "Escape From LA"...
I was folding linens at solaris last night and suddenly i hear that corny 80's song "i ran" by a flock of seagulls. i just listened to it and realized that i really am a different person. ive changed my life around so much in the past couple of months that i dont even know who i am now. i say things i dont mean, i do things i dont mean to do, and i think things that are better left unsaid. it was just something about that song that triggered in my mind a feeling of change and a string of flashbacks to my days at penn charter. i see hershey park, i see the camping trips, i see busch gardens and williamsburg, i see everyone sitting up at the lockers talking and laughing and having a good time, i see the cafeteria and i see us all sitting in the very back with people banging on the fire door trying to get someone to open it for them. I dont see any of my friends anymore, im alone on a daily basis and i have to get up at the same time as when i went to PC except i dont get into a car, i have to walk to a train station, which is harder than it sounds at 7 in the morning. oy, i almost miss penn charter. i always tell myself i never will just to achieve some hollow moral victory, but its just not worth it anymore. homeschooling sucks, not because of pippa cause that part i enjoy, but because of KKF, which is one of the worst experiences of my life. nuff said.