no sé
there's some things...going on...and...i just don't know how to feel about them .or it. or just the situation in general. i feel like i should be angry or upset or something...but I just feel basically nothing. and when i do start to feel any emotion...i just want to cry. i don't want to be angry anymore because i'm so tired of it. and i'm so tired of feeling sad about this all. and feeling helpless. i think i've just decided to not feel anything in this situation because i've reached my emotional capacity for the year. or life. whatever works .