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I'm beginning to think that I treat my friends and family like crap.
Well, let me rephrase this.
My close friends and family, I'm good about (I hope)... I talk to them often and try to be somewhat caught up on their lives. It's like the second tier of friends are the ones I treat like crap. Not that I'm a shithead to them or anything, I just don't have time to keep up with every single person. Im not thoughtful, I hate talking on the phone with a passion and if they aren't here with me in person, I never the fuck know what to say. It's like "Hi... hows it goin? What's new in life? Oh okay. Come visit soon!!@~~~!! K bye" and sorry, I'm just not into that. Then it just eats at me when they send me cards or call me a billion times over... GAHHHHHHHHH and I end up feeling like a horrible person. It's not that I don't care about them or love to hang out with them, I just deal better with people who are present in my life and I can see them at least once a week (not including Britt, Jane, Sarah, the GMU crew, and Cait and Ker... they're first tier athankyou). I don't do well with feeling like people don't like me and fell that I'm a half-ass friend, but if that's what it's coming to then I guess so be it. This is such a random rant, whatever.
I guess what I'm trying to say is, that if you feel neglected by a one Molly Telfer, I'm sorry but I suck at correspondence and no, I don't hate you and haven't forgotten about ussssssss NAH BABY NAH BABY DONT LET IT GOOOOOO hey MER DID YOU SEE MARIAH ON THE COVER OF ROLLING STONE? I must say, she looks rather dashing.
Basically, Im celebrating no more drama in my life.
Well, let me rephrase this.
My close friends and family, I'm good about (I hope)... I talk to them often and try to be somewhat caught up on their lives. It's like the second tier of friends are the ones I treat like crap. Not that I'm a shithead to them or anything, I just don't have time to keep up with every single person. Im not thoughtful, I hate talking on the phone with a passion and if they aren't here with me in person, I never the fuck know what to say. It's like "Hi... hows it goin? What's new in life? Oh okay. Come visit soon!!@~~~!! K bye" and sorry, I'm just not into that. Then it just eats at me when they send me cards or call me a billion times over... GAHHHHHHHHH and I end up feeling like a horrible person. It's not that I don't care about them or love to hang out with them, I just deal better with people who are present in my life and I can see them at least once a week (not including Britt, Jane, Sarah, the GMU crew, and Cait and Ker... they're first tier athankyou). I don't do well with feeling like people don't like me and fell that I'm a half-ass friend, but if that's what it's coming to then I guess so be it. This is such a random rant, whatever.
I guess what I'm trying to say is, that if you feel neglected by a one Molly Telfer, I'm sorry but I suck at correspondence and no, I don't hate you and haven't forgotten about ussssssss NAH BABY NAH BABY DONT LET IT GOOOOOO hey MER DID YOU SEE MARIAH ON THE COVER OF ROLLING STONE? I must say, she looks rather dashing.
Basically, Im celebrating no more drama in my life.