Oct 12, 2006 21:50
yea. It's been awhile. Uhm. Yea. Dated Jeff, Broke up with Jeff. The fucker was doing fucking PCP. How mother fucking gay.
So I've been hanging out with Dave Wilson lately [surprise, huh?] He's a cool guy. Good listener.
I've deffinatly realized a lot of shit in the past few days/week. I deffinatly fuck up way too often.
why can't I fucking do anything right? I guess it runs in the family, huh? If it didn't. I probably wouldn't be here. Hah.
Ugh. So sick of everything. I just wanna go into a coma for like 4 months and be fed by a tube and shit in my pants. Sounds like a good plan to me.
Music isn't even making me happy. Something is fucking wrong with me.
okay. I'm finished.