Sep 25, 2006 09:36
So I'm feeling a little better from the weekend. Being sick sucks the anus.
Things are starting to fall back into place [knock on wood]. I really, REALLY hate drama. I despise every part of it. I don't understand how shit comes to me. It's retarded. I mean, come on now.
I'm listening to Defiance, Ohio. They're quite amazing. I love them.
I'm leaving for Florida in like 3 weeks. How exciting.
Halloween is coming soon too. I'm gonna be Batgirl. How wonderful. I love free candy with drugs in them.
Well. I don't have much more to say. Here's a song that I really like.
Condition 11:11-Defiance, Ohio
I had no idea what I wss after, I'm just preparing for Disaster with everything feeling so far away. Familiar faces, familiar lips, is there any point to this hanging around?
I was upset when that glass broke doing the dishes. At 11:11 every night I make wishes. Habit and superstition feed my foolish fires, they've been burning for a couple of months.
I stay out all day to keep these thoughts away. Why don't you give my feet a break and come back?
I remember in the kitchen when you told me your grandma died. That's when I realize it gets worse. I want to wish things last forever, thicken my soft skin, you comfort me so and I remember, remember ...
When I walk through that door I won't hear the happy sounds anymore. This year took so much away and won't give it back.
well. I'm off. adios!