i decided to stay home today. just cause i felt like it. and my dad said i could.
last night i had the weirdest dreams. i cant really remember them all. but i remember they were extremely weird.
there was this one where where we were all on a random bed in a small room. it was me, mugg, charlotte, and kelsey o'neill. and then mugg's like OKAY GUYS! IM GONNA CUT NOW! and we're all like what?! why?! and she was like "oh just cause i feel like it!" and kelsey o'neill says "oh yea haha remember that time we both cut a little bit and went to school and people were going crazy, but we were so proud of each other!" and they laughed and everything. and then all of a sudden i felt a sharp pain in my arm. and i looked over, and mugg was cutting my arm. and i was like no dont do that! and she just kept doing it, so i told myself to ignore the pain and dont watch the blood. then later on i went into the bathroom and i looked at my arm and she made a design in the shape of some insect. and then i got a really pretty dress on cause we were going to a dance and mugg had hooked me up with her cousin. who i found out was some stupid person that lived in a rundown apartment. but when we got there, we all turned into little toys. and her cousin was a toy thing attached to a couch. and i demanded him to find me a pin, like one of those pins you buy at newbury's or something. and i dont remember anything else.
THEN! another dream i had the other night was we were at my old school's playground, at C.K Burns in Saco. and i was with a principal, who was my age. and he was like yea we have to climb up these things to clean them. and it was the swing set. so i climbed up it, more like slid really quickly up it. and i was like ew this is so gross. and they said "yea, it was just some kid who scooped out the stuff from his armpit. can you clean it while you're up there?" and i dont remember much else.
but i keep having dreams where im at an arcade. a certain arcade.
my mom and dad are home today. cause my mom's still recovering. and my dad is here to keep her company and help her out. when i woke up this morning he wasnt here. but then he came home and gave me 16 dollars. and said it was from bottle money. so i was all happy. then we decided to count all the christmas change. and! all together! i have $140 for christmas money! way more than i thought i'd have. and way enough to get everything i want to get for everyone. so im really happy about that. and my dad said we'll start shopping this weekend. or at least going around to get ideas. thats gonna be fun.
woah my grammy just randomly showed up here. and now she's talking about the details of her morning. and now i know why my mom goes so much into detail all the time.