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i just had a long talk with wayne over certain things i've been really upset about, some stuff about my family. i don't want to put everything up because it's really personal. yes what irony this being a diary of sorts after all.
anyway, as i talked to him, i started shedding buckets like the pathetic nut i was beginning to feel i was becoming. but he just listened and sympathised and basically was the sweet sweet person that he's always been. he offered to help in a way that took me completely by surprise and touched me deep down inside of me all the way through my heart down to my toes. the big guy up there must have decided i needed an angel in my life when He led me to wayne. the one i never regretted finding even within the absolutely tragic circumstances in which our first meeting took place.
*you* know what i'm talking about. thank you wayne, for showing me all the time how beautiful life can be even in all its forgettable moments.
anyway, as i talked to him, i started shedding buckets like the pathetic nut i was beginning to feel i was becoming. but he just listened and sympathised and basically was the sweet sweet person that he's always been. he offered to help in a way that took me completely by surprise and touched me deep down inside of me all the way through my heart down to my toes. the big guy up there must have decided i needed an angel in my life when He led me to wayne. the one i never regretted finding even within the absolutely tragic circumstances in which our first meeting took place.
*you* know what i'm talking about. thank you wayne, for showing me all the time how beautiful life can be even in all its forgettable moments.