its just one thing after another...
after another. after another.
(from my DJ)
wake up this morning. hoping today will be better.
made myself some breakfast. talked to my mom.
one of the first things that comes out of her mouth is:
"when is your next paycheck?"
"i want $100 dollars from you when you get paid next"
"if you don't want to go to school you can start paying rent"
"i want $100 from every paycheck you get"
-wait one god damn minute! NOT going to school?
i have 2 classes left.. which i'm taking this
quarter. and then i'm done at cod with an AA. how
is that not wanting to go to school???
well i guess since i don't want to take an extra
class that i don't need and waste more money to be
full time- in her eyes its something bad. whatever.
i'll pay it but it better mean that i can act
like i'm paying rent, not be treated like i'm 14!
i asked her if it mean that- that i could go about
like i was paying rent, she said:
"you do that already"
"if you don't want us to care about you then fine,
we won't"
-i hate when she regresses. so it looks like
i'm going to have to start paying rent to live
in my own house! $200 a month! and i don't have
the means to be out on my own completely.. so
they've trapped me again. checkmate. good work
mom and dad!
on a positive note: later my mom and i got along and did my taxes. i'm getting a small refund of $250 so that will be nice. also found out car insurance isn't due til september. so i got in the mood to spend. $100 on skinny puppy merch to be exact. i'm going to be stylish! got pins and a dvd too. ordered the last rights tour shirt a few days ago. i should have many fun packages soon. all this money that i saved up is going toward seeing goteki and merch when i'm there! (have to stock up) maybe i'll get that rib cage shirt i've wanted and some new boots? cds? lasers??? i need to do something for myself! i'll save up for a hotel room for that wedding too.. maybe a road trip.. *sigh*
(maybe i should save for that new car?)
(from my DJ)
wake up this morning. hoping today will be better.
made myself some breakfast. talked to my mom.
one of the first things that comes out of her mouth is:
"when is your next paycheck?"
"i want $100 dollars from you when you get paid next"
"if you don't want to go to school you can start paying rent"
"i want $100 from every paycheck you get"
-wait one god damn minute! NOT going to school?
i have 2 classes left.. which i'm taking this
quarter. and then i'm done at cod with an AA. how
is that not wanting to go to school???
well i guess since i don't want to take an extra
class that i don't need and waste more money to be
full time- in her eyes its something bad. whatever.
i'll pay it but it better mean that i can act
like i'm paying rent, not be treated like i'm 14!
i asked her if it mean that- that i could go about
like i was paying rent, she said:
"you do that already"
"if you don't want us to care about you then fine,
we won't"
-i hate when she regresses. so it looks like
i'm going to have to start paying rent to live
in my own house! $200 a month! and i don't have
the means to be out on my own completely.. so
they've trapped me again. checkmate. good work
mom and dad!
on a positive note: later my mom and i got along and did my taxes. i'm getting a small refund of $250 so that will be nice. also found out car insurance isn't due til september. so i got in the mood to spend. $100 on skinny puppy merch to be exact. i'm going to be stylish! got pins and a dvd too. ordered the last rights tour shirt a few days ago. i should have many fun packages soon. all this money that i saved up is going toward seeing goteki and merch when i'm there! (have to stock up) maybe i'll get that rib cage shirt i've wanted and some new boots? cds? lasers??? i need to do something for myself! i'll save up for a hotel room for that wedding too.. maybe a road trip.. *sigh*
(maybe i should save for that new car?)