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[ragg_doll_fall]

u know, i know i'm not a good person, well i thought i was, like i do a lot for people, mainly just my friends, but i'm a terrible boyfriend, so i've been told, even when i love someone, truly love them, i fuck up!!

i try and be good, and be there for them, but i'm just a moron, i guess skating comes first in a way, not really though, at least not lately, or at least not in the last 5 months, i've been working, and spending time with her, but it seems not to be good enough.

i'm never good enough, not for my parents not for my sister, not her not for you!

i don't ever plan on it either, i plan on being good for me! god loves me i know he does.

for the last three years of my life everyone that really knows me, knows that i carry a rosary in my pocket, it's been there with me through the worst of times!

i do believe in god, and i do believe he'll help me be a better person in the future.

a lot of you have been good friends, and some of u will soon become people i can't stand to be around.

i miss my old friends.

but i'm not that person anymore.

i'm going to get older, and i'm going to be better, i'll get a better job, i'll drive a better car, i'll live a better life, with a better house, and a better bed, but i will never have a better girl than you!

we all have time to be something else!!

peace>>