Jan 10, 2009 15:54
I can't believe it.
I am still in a state of shock. this will take months to sink in to my brain, I cannot wrap it around my head.
this can't be real.
just when I thought I was hitting rock bottom, everything suddenly became so much incredibly worse.
why did this have to happen to me? why did this have to happen to all of us, to him? why, why, why?
I am devastated. I am a wreck. I am not okay.