Jan 11, 2008 21:46
Today was the day and as I knew it would, it rained hard!
Donia died 18th December 2007 and I was just getting back into the swing of christmas after loosing my mother in 2003. My christmas was spent alone with her cat playing 30seconds to Mars all day and finding new friends on lycos to talk to.
The funeral was packed and we gave her a good send off. Everyone said she looked so beautiful at the end of the service at the viewing. When we left the sun came out and the sky had cleared up.
I didn't think anyone would realise but the Rev. did and stated that mum was born in July and died July (5 days after her birthday) and Donia was born in December and died December (13 days after her birthday) But what he didn't realise that both of them died on a Tuesday. (now how freaky is that) They were best friends as well as mother and daughter and I know even if people don't believe it, I believe that they are together and they are happy.
As always I'm the strong one and I will miss her deeply but I am happy for her and a bit jealous cause she has escaped the "Pit" I now call UK after what it has become. I am no longer happy to be here and I don't know how to change it. Dad is taking it badly loosing his youngest child and my brother is sad cause he has lost his best playmate (when they were growing up)
Everyone had a wonderful thing to say to about Donia, how kind and thoughtful a person she was, how full of laughter and wicked humour, her generosity and what a pure heart she had. I know we have lost a diamond in this world and my best insult/singstar/soulblade/driven to destruction/wwf wrestling partner and I don't know if I can use a playstation ever again.
Enough of my waffling before I call myself a liar and start blubbing over the keyboard. I wonder if anyone will go to Sin's next week? :o)
Take care people.
Bless you all.
Dee. xx