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It comes and goes. I think I'm fine, it is getting better...then i just feel like shit all over again. I hate this feeling. I hate feeling like I have to start all over when I thought things were just getting good again. I miss him, I miss him a lot. To make things worse I had dreams about him all night last night. He called me, I don't know what to do with that. Bleh I just need to stop thinking about it but how? I feel stupid as well because when I'm crying over this one of my good friends is going through having brain cancer. Things could be so much worse for me but it doesn't make it hurt any less.