Where'd you go? I miss you so, seems like it's been forever, that you've been gone
Note: I'm going to whine a little bit in this and go on a rant. You have been warned.
Not such a good day today. Actually really crappy day... just all thats goin on, its starting to overwelm my brain a little. So along for the two things i had to take in the only 2 periods that I really like, Ty gave me a piece of my math project that I already had and made me really parinoid the whole day, stumbling through a Great Books reading, a bio block, and realizing that the only way I will get through Spanish is if i just shut up.
My poem got read today, which was sweet. Maddie turned around like 7 times to look at me, while I just had my face on my desk and waited for the twin line 2 come up and everyone realize it was me...
The other thing is that after global, I realized that I am intimidated by Kathleen. Like in the "okay, I'm gonna have 2 talk 2 a girl" kinda way. Like I really tried 2 talk 2 her today, but i suddenly had the wit of Wacha, the voice of Thedore Roosevelt (soft spoken, if u didn't get that), and as funny as David. I turned into this soft spoken guy w/ nothin 2 say and... that was it.
Choke much?
Also, I basically saw her and Kieran squeeeeeeeeing over the Red Sox/Yankees game and I got nothing. I love baseball, but im just not a diehard fan of any team. And then this thought creeped in2 my mind. "Here is this guy w/ a girlfriend and, with his best friend, hunts your nipples for sport. Watch has he starts up a really good convo... and you can't." My memory also kicked in an replayed various times of Matt on her... and then i just sat down and twitched
Mix 3 parts intimidation, 2 parts anxiety, 1 part sleepyness, add some crushed dreams and a twist of "WTF?" and you've got my life. Best served cold and with a pen and paper near by.
~Eric
Not such a good day today. Actually really crappy day... just all thats goin on, its starting to overwelm my brain a little. So along for the two things i had to take in the only 2 periods that I really like, Ty gave me a piece of my math project that I already had and made me really parinoid the whole day, stumbling through a Great Books reading, a bio block, and realizing that the only way I will get through Spanish is if i just shut up.
My poem got read today, which was sweet. Maddie turned around like 7 times to look at me, while I just had my face on my desk and waited for the twin line 2 come up and everyone realize it was me...
The other thing is that after global, I realized that I am intimidated by Kathleen. Like in the "okay, I'm gonna have 2 talk 2 a girl" kinda way. Like I really tried 2 talk 2 her today, but i suddenly had the wit of Wacha, the voice of Thedore Roosevelt (soft spoken, if u didn't get that), and as funny as David. I turned into this soft spoken guy w/ nothin 2 say and... that was it.
Choke much?
Also, I basically saw her and Kieran squeeeeeeeeing over the Red Sox/Yankees game and I got nothing. I love baseball, but im just not a diehard fan of any team. And then this thought creeped in2 my mind. "Here is this guy w/ a girlfriend and, with his best friend, hunts your nipples for sport. Watch has he starts up a really good convo... and you can't." My memory also kicked in an replayed various times of Matt on her... and then i just sat down and twitched
Mix 3 parts intimidation, 2 parts anxiety, 1 part sleepyness, add some crushed dreams and a twist of "WTF?" and you've got my life. Best served cold and with a pen and paper near by.
~Eric