Mar 15, 2006 21:57
Actually, there was something else I wanted 2 say, just I'm 2 lazy to switcht the entry that I just wrote about 5 minutes ago. XD
Being an author, or writer, or raving lunitic on paper in most cases, is the hardest thing you could ever be. You basically create a person and stick him/her/it in what ever thing you want them to be in. Get laid on 16th birthday? More power to him! Turns out the girl he did was a man? You can do that too. But this creation is the most rewarding thing that you can ever do because its just the feeling that you infused you pencil and mind together to create this thing that you are proud of.
I put all of the emotions about ALex and Kathleen and maybe a little bit of Caro into this story. Just the fact that Alex made out w/ a hotter guy on the boat even tho he definatly new i liked her. It was about KAthleen being out of my grasp because im... me and the extremly slim chan ce that she likes/d me. There possibly could be the fact that every day, I have no partner in spanish for a couple minutes because Leigh heres a whisle and then the leaves.
If you ask Lauren, I actually said "I" alot instead of "Cam" when thinking up the last part of this story.
I'm writing this because this is what I'm feeling in a couple ways. I started this as a little thing in English and it actually transformed into people that I actually knew and are around alot (Alex is alot like Zach, and I wouldn't have anyone else live next door and talk about Fight Club w/). The story probably sux anyway, but this is what i got
I'm not writing a poem to go along w/ this and i really hope that u can convice rachel to read it.
Hopefully ppl outside the LJ communtity will read it, and will like it. I just dont no if i wanna do that yet. But it will be soon.
I hope
~Eric