Rejecting Today's Existence
My linguistic skills are failing to label this new level of low... Tomorrow better have rainbows made of teeth rotting candy and free *expensive* anime or I just might lose it! Add in some happy pills that won't mess up my regular meds and I may make it through the weekend without pulling out the straight jacket... Someone lace up the threads because I'm stitching my eyelids shut... When Raven’s sad, it’s so depressing that it should be filmed and shown to emo kids, because it would make them realize the error of their ways and turn them into joyful, productive members of society… I know that I tend to go off on over-exaggerated and sarcastic rants, but bear with me- this one has a point. Hunter died this morning. He was 10 weeks old. If you know anything about my daughter at all then you fully understand that she has a high empathy level for animals (not so much for people tho) I had already informed her of Hunter’s health issues within a few hours of getting him and Daisy, but I know that she was wishing for a true life Charlotte’s Web, where she rescues the undersized creature from certain demise, and lives happily ever after. It was hard not to love the pup though. He was just about the funniest looking beagle I’ve ever seen, and all he wanted to do was sit in my or Ravens lap and be loved on. Daisy, on the other hand, is the picture of health and has no problems whatsoever, which has me worried. Raven may either attach herself to Daisy and have a happy life with her, or she will reject her for the fact that she is Hunter’s sister and reminds her too much of him. I’m hoping for the former of the two because Daisy is a good dog and deserves a happy, loving owner, and Raven deserves a pet that will love her throughout her childhood and adolescence… To my dismay, I have to go live life now... (and most likely buy Raven something expensive because I'm not telling her no today unless I have to) I will update later if need be…