As a seagull flocks...

[rageoftheaxe]

One can easily fake oneself if enough conviction is present. I had been faking myself out, perhaps for a good portion of my life. Maybe I had just never felt this way before. Or maybe it was that I hadn’t felt this way in so long I had forgotten. I don’t know if it’s deemed right to tell you of today’s happenings or to keep them secret, for only me

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[rebelliousteen]

(picture this written with intelligence and an abusive form of sarcasm)So two things are dwelling in my brain, on my less intelligent left side I got the thought process going on that maybe you are feeling regret for something??? "One can easily fake oneself if enough conviction is present" Well if you wanted to fake yourself out I'd assume that'd be at times when u'd most likely be blacking/blocking something out of your mind or sub-concially fuckign with ur mind so that u can't remember that or u think ur someone else in your lil 2 dimensional skitzo world.. Most people like myself me being of flesh and bone would feel the regret/sorrow and want to conceal soemthing that was done that would be presented as wrong to ourselves. Enevitably what the fuck are you hiding from me Melissa ?!!??! Some fucknig friend!! jk.. alright.. hmmm.. Alright you tell me to write what I feel here goes do I care if it takes up ur alloted space.. nah.. So the point of livejournal I think is totally an intelligence advancement of a pen and paper, or for those of us from the "old days" a quill, ink, and papyrus? Livejournal has it's advantages of being "technologically" up to date with the ever so changing world, and while ur on the go in south africa making a deal with the governer u can sneak away for a few seconds to write in your Livejournal.. :) For me I use it because I love input on my life and I want to be able to remember how my life goes each done, some want to exploit themselves to a negative degree.. the exploitment you provide to your viewers is neither OMG I WENT TO THE MALL AND GOT THAT WHITE SKIRT or MY LIFE SUCKS I HATE SCHOOL you give ur viewers the benefit of the doubt of mystery, excitement, and the damn best writing a youth can provide u with. I think by expressing what your writing with others although ur leaving urself out to be criticized for the things u might say, but I wouldn't think anyone would say any negative things and if they do just gimmme their IP Adress, or w/e you know about them and they're ass is fucking toast.. moving on, never keep things locked up inside only bad comes outta that, by sharing ur thoughts with others it help others see from ur point of view they learn of you they get to know u... how ever that maybe possible.. well, once again I must take my leave lol hope some of this made sense I'll probably have to revise haha I love You..