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it makes me so so angry that amy is allowed to pull this shit but i cant be depressekasdjfkasdhfjk. im so stark raving fucking mad.
my mood got buried when that foot of snow came.
im not making sense.
i want to hurt myself veyr much right now.
i need noise.
i want to binge. i havent showered by my own accord in a week. only when she makes me. washes me. this depression is crushing. i havent worn clothes that fit in over two weeks. crave extreme things. i want to stand naked in the snow till it burns. i want. that is the problem. i want. i want to carve my skin. im so apathetic i havent exercised in 9 and a half days. i have no true desire to. or maybe i desire to but i have no nrg to.
my ability to hold a smile disappeared under the white with the trees.
my mood got buried when that foot of snow came.
im not making sense.
i want to hurt myself veyr much right now.
i need noise.
i want to binge. i havent showered by my own accord in a week. only when she makes me. washes me. this depression is crushing. i havent worn clothes that fit in over two weeks. crave extreme things. i want to stand naked in the snow till it burns. i want. that is the problem. i want. i want to carve my skin. im so apathetic i havent exercised in 9 and a half days. i have no true desire to. or maybe i desire to but i have no nrg to.
my ability to hold a smile disappeared under the white with the trees.