Today was not expected.
Okay so i dont think i write in here but whatev.
Today seem to go by so freaking slow. but then again live is slow unless your on cocaine which im not but everyone seems to think i am. I think that me trying to go home has like given me an edge or less fear because i just dont care anymore. and it seems that i dont need to think anymore on the subject of moving. everything is done. i dont want to tell my brother but! seems that since i live with him i must. thats gonna be 3 weeks of unnecessary hospital time. Well neways atleast i get out. but who knows he might not care. ive writing some more not jornals just books in gerneral and like i want to write a fanfiction for twilight series but like everytime i try to write jesus christ i get writers block i guess thats just a way of saying write your own shit Cat. lol im nervouse about going home and yes i know i keep switching subjects but i cant help it neways i am like a lil nervouse to go back home because i dont really have anyone over there and i mean well i have tab and sarena [so can cut my hair] and millz but yea my other friends OH and shane and mikey and everyone else but still. gawd what if i bump into the other bitches . lol they arent bitches they just well me and them didnt see eye to eye on subjects of the matter of life. blah. whatevr
gawd. can i just go back to being 13?
Today seem to go by so freaking slow. but then again live is slow unless your on cocaine which im not but everyone seems to think i am. I think that me trying to go home has like given me an edge or less fear because i just dont care anymore. and it seems that i dont need to think anymore on the subject of moving. everything is done. i dont want to tell my brother but! seems that since i live with him i must. thats gonna be 3 weeks of unnecessary hospital time. Well neways atleast i get out. but who knows he might not care. ive writing some more not jornals just books in gerneral and like i want to write a fanfiction for twilight series but like everytime i try to write jesus christ i get writers block i guess thats just a way of saying write your own shit Cat. lol im nervouse about going home and yes i know i keep switching subjects but i cant help it neways i am like a lil nervouse to go back home because i dont really have anyone over there and i mean well i have tab and sarena [so can cut my hair] and millz but yea my other friends OH and shane and mikey and everyone else but still. gawd what if i bump into the other bitches . lol they arent bitches they just well me and them didnt see eye to eye on subjects of the matter of life. blah. whatevr
gawd. can i just go back to being 13?