The Tension and The Terror
What happened?
Did I do something?
Last time I seen you was month and a half ago and the vibe and future outlook were very fucking different
Now I barely hear from you let alone see you
The feeling doesn't seem like you have it
But you wouldn't tell me even if you knew. I`d rather know than not even if it wasn't the answer I was looking for.
I gave it my all and now all I`ve got is this whole in my chest and a head full of doubt.
Love is about the changes you would make for someone else, starting with yourself.
I would change my entire life to be with you.
I`m not mad at all, just upset.
I feel like I did everything I could on my side. So really I`m just going to start holding my head up high.
I didn`t do anything wrong this time.
In the past yes, but I said all I could to tell you how sorry I was and how much regret I`ve carried around these past 5 years over it and you/ my actions.
I told you how afraid I was of wasting more time not having you in my life
You said you completely agreed
So where are you now?