i did it...i am such a hypocrite
Hewwo lovelys ,long time no post.....
i did it saterday night i cut my self and i can't seem to stop its only thing i am amble to think about and ui'm trying to find sharper and sharper objects i want to hurt my self more and more i dunno it all started cause of jorge(ex boyfriend ),brandi(jorges ex gf) and me . i dunno it just all hit me hard ...i think richard hates me and thinks low of me now....i want to tell bobby but i'm so scared hes gonna hate me more and more and i don't think i can loose him as a friend again it really kills me cause i dunno what to do and i'm so scared and i'm scared of what kind of person i am becomming......i want to die more then ever... i cry everyday and i know i'm not the only one but it really fucken sucks .i just feel like giving up and killing my self ....i'm going up the road not a cross the street lol .i gotta go 'll try to post more boys and girls
for ever yours
Rage
Cesca
i did it saterday night i cut my self and i can't seem to stop its only thing i am amble to think about and ui'm trying to find sharper and sharper objects i want to hurt my self more and more i dunno it all started cause of jorge(ex boyfriend ),brandi(jorges ex gf) and me . i dunno it just all hit me hard ...i think richard hates me and thinks low of me now....i want to tell bobby but i'm so scared hes gonna hate me more and more and i don't think i can loose him as a friend again it really kills me cause i dunno what to do and i'm so scared and i'm scared of what kind of person i am becomming......i want to die more then ever... i cry everyday and i know i'm not the only one but it really fucken sucks .i just feel like giving up and killing my self ....i'm going up the road not a cross the street lol .i gotta go 'll try to post more boys and girls
for ever yours
Rage
Cesca