figures...
oyyy...i love my life. one crappy thing after another. only this is a maybe sorta crappy thing. we won't know till i go to the doctor....which i CAN'T afford cuz my work is fucking slow and hasnt processed my health insurance. and if i have what i think i have....i can't afford treatment. fucking great. but i have to go to the doctor monday or tuesday or sometime soon. ugh.....FIGURES!! murphy's law was gonna kick my ass again sometime soon....it's been a couple months since it did last. sometimes i wonder why i bother being optomistic about things anymore, cuz something shitty always follows. ugh...im gonna go cry myself to sleep now...