Jan 30, 2005 21:59
Man oh man.
Yesterday night I freestyled for Jak for like 5 minutes, It was fucking insane, I couldn't belive it. It was like somebody turned on a facet in my brain and everything came gushing out of my mouth. I was honestly struck dumb by the power of the spoken word at that moment, in Jak's kitchen, cooking steaks in a pan. I don't think I've ever done anything quite like that before. It felt good. Totally real, it was like I could feel the words in my mouth or something. Then feeling might have had something to do with the drugs that I had consumed not an hour before. But who cares, the point is, the more self destructive I become, self destructive being the constant use of drugs, lack of food and lack of sleep, the better I am able to produce amazing feats like what went down In Jaks kitchen. I am beinging to understand why so many great musicians were all constantly stoned or strung out, being in the state of mind allows you to create some truly amazing shit.