i feel so...fragile

[rageblade515]

my memories are like thin sheets of glass breaking before my eyes. i can barely stand it. my breaths are quick and short my very exitance seems to slip the whites in my eyes fade away. who am i? i cant even feel myself anymore. i feel like im blind and bleeding. like someone is shining a bright light in my eyes only to quickly turn it off and leave me to my darkness. i feel like im lost in a painting in a minute part of a world i can barley touch. this and more is bearing down on me. theres something beyond a viel i cant reach. something is calling me and i dont know what or why. could it be that my tiny life is coming to an end i dont know..but i can feel it like a the flash of lighting following the boom i am called. i dont know what im called to do but it gnaws at my mind. like theres some knowlege ment for me that i must obtain but i dont know what it means. i feel it even know calling me.. i dont know what to make of it. maybee its leading me to my desdiny i dont know. i cant see
they are calling me and i dont know why or even how

wait. They are calling me? they want me to be?....
then i shall
i will not dishonor my friends

What the hell did i just write? um to anyone who reads this, dont ask. i dont really understand myself...but for some reason im inclined to post it