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I can't. I can't do it and I don't know why I even tried. I can never forget about her. No other woman can take her place or even come close. No distraction will ever be enough to cause me to stop thinking of her for even a split moment.
I know they all think me completely obsessed with her. And I really don't care. I adore her. Not because she's my Captain but because she is the most beautiful creature that has ever walked this earth. And nothing can compare. Everything else is worthless in my eyes.
My heart belongs to her and her alone and I am completely ashamed that I even dared to forget about my heartache by trying to be with one of those whores for a night. And I even dragged Percival with me. He must find me to be a hopeless idiot.
I can't stay here any longer. The city does nothing but remind me of her. I can't forget her ever but if I am to think of her, it will be at Budehuc.
... Lady Chris. Come home soon ...
I know they all think me completely obsessed with her. And I really don't care. I adore her. Not because she's my Captain but because she is the most beautiful creature that has ever walked this earth. And nothing can compare. Everything else is worthless in my eyes.
My heart belongs to her and her alone and I am completely ashamed that I even dared to forget about my heartache by trying to be with one of those whores for a night. And I even dragged Percival with me. He must find me to be a hopeless idiot.
I can't stay here any longer. The city does nothing but remind me of her. I can't forget her ever but if I am to think of her, it will be at Budehuc.
... Lady Chris. Come home soon ...