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So, things didn't get much better with Kayla and I. I thought they would, but it just didn't. I've come to terms with it even further, and i'm ready to move on, I just wish she would understand. It's a long confusing story, that of which I don't want to get into for the millionth time. Kayla and I are not together anymore, and I don't see us getting back together in the future.
In other news, more of an update on the situation, but I still don't have a job. It's so annoying to get turned down because all you have is a GED. It's not like i'm stupid, or less than other people, people still IN highschool get jobs, and i'm the makings of a stable employee, that HAS to work so he will do his best. No one will even give me a chance, and it's so hard. I've been turned down because of it 9 times for jobs, and been told that's why. I FUCKING HATE THAT. I don't think these people know how much it hurts to be turned down from a job like that.
Anyway, hopefully a few things work out and I start working at this diesel-engine factory. It pays good, dunno about the hours, but the work is easy enough. I just really hope everything works out, and that I don't have to work 10 hours a day every day like Marco apperently does.
Family matters are another thing, my parents are doing alright, but currently it's my stepsister (whom I live with) that's been slashing at my nerves. I got yelled at tonight because I didn't lock the door, seeing as I was IN THE NEXT ROOM! It's a god damn door, I mean, who the fuck is going to break into a house with LIGHTS ON! People have no fucking common sense anymore. I can't even use the upstairs bathroom because she has become the next Toilet Nazi. She reminds me about the smallest things, most common sense things, almost as if I already fucked up. That's a pretty annoying feeling as well, the feeling as if they've already made up their mind that you are a fuck up, and will never be anything more or less.
Besides all this i've been losing weight and I think i've been happier, i'm nto sure how it seems to others since I seem angry . . . but i've been thinking much better about myself, and others. I just wish this situation would pan out, and I could start eating right again.
So, in all reality, things are getting better, MUCH better.
Ta-ta for now,
Krom
In other news, more of an update on the situation, but I still don't have a job. It's so annoying to get turned down because all you have is a GED. It's not like i'm stupid, or less than other people, people still IN highschool get jobs, and i'm the makings of a stable employee, that HAS to work so he will do his best. No one will even give me a chance, and it's so hard. I've been turned down because of it 9 times for jobs, and been told that's why. I FUCKING HATE THAT. I don't think these people know how much it hurts to be turned down from a job like that.
Anyway, hopefully a few things work out and I start working at this diesel-engine factory. It pays good, dunno about the hours, but the work is easy enough. I just really hope everything works out, and that I don't have to work 10 hours a day every day like Marco apperently does.
Family matters are another thing, my parents are doing alright, but currently it's my stepsister (whom I live with) that's been slashing at my nerves. I got yelled at tonight because I didn't lock the door, seeing as I was IN THE NEXT ROOM! It's a god damn door, I mean, who the fuck is going to break into a house with LIGHTS ON! People have no fucking common sense anymore. I can't even use the upstairs bathroom because she has become the next Toilet Nazi. She reminds me about the smallest things, most common sense things, almost as if I already fucked up. That's a pretty annoying feeling as well, the feeling as if they've already made up their mind that you are a fuck up, and will never be anything more or less.
Besides all this i've been losing weight and I think i've been happier, i'm nto sure how it seems to others since I seem angry . . . but i've been thinking much better about myself, and others. I just wish this situation would pan out, and I could start eating right again.
So, in all reality, things are getting better, MUCH better.
Ta-ta for now,
Krom