Sick . . .

[rage_boy_krom]

I've been horribly sick lately, and it's driving me fucking nuts. My throat has been swollen for almost a week and a half, and i've gotten food poisoning twice. The world is against me getting siht done, it really is. I still feel like i'm going to puke, and i've been pretty much alone the past two nights. Eating Chipotle today was a bad idea . . . nothing in my stomach but water, it's going through me like wildfire. That and it probably isn't good for me to eat right now anyway, since my body has been void of all food for like, 19 hours before I ate something. I don't wana go to the doctor, I really don't. I hate doctors, I hate getting blood drawn, and I hate that feeling you get when you are faced with your own mortality. It scares the shit out of me, and it's happened too many times. I need company . . . anyone. Just someone to talk to to help me relax, i've been having panic attacks like all day.

Gar . . . i'm going to start calling people, I really need some company . . .

-Krom