Warning:Emo
Yea, sadly an update for months is going to be an update on bad news. More or less, within the last two months or so, my mom and has gotten more and more sick. And to really honest, it's freaking me the fuck out. I don't know exactly how to handle this. It's almost as if even when I went through my shit when I was younger, I kinda just thought that my mom would always be there. And seeing her slowly break down is really really starting to get to me.
I don't even know how to describe how it feels to see someone you looked up to for strength for so long, being beat by her own body. It's just really fucking tough realizing the double edge sword of life. It's the greatest gift to ever have, but it's also the cruelest part of life once someone that has affected it is being taken away from you. I don't know man, I just don't know. So if I can ask for anything, just think for my mom and pray or whatever the hell it is you do for her. I'd really appericate it. And I guess thanks for (kinda) listening to me.
I don't even know how to describe how it feels to see someone you looked up to for strength for so long, being beat by her own body. It's just really fucking tough realizing the double edge sword of life. It's the greatest gift to ever have, but it's also the cruelest part of life once someone that has affected it is being taken away from you. I don't know man, I just don't know. So if I can ask for anything, just think for my mom and pray or whatever the hell it is you do for her. I'd really appericate it. And I guess thanks for (kinda) listening to me.