its a seperate country i mean....
im super bored and reallllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllly miss brent. i cant wait to get everything done and over with liek my work days and my drinking class out of the way so i can just go off and be with brent and sarah and autumn and adrian and amanda and the rest of my bitches.... i really dont like this erin girl and i feel bad but its like shes stealing my old life and not appreciating any of it... whatever i need to stop being such a whiney little bitch about it, but if they really do replace me with her i have no idea what i would do with myself... i relaly dont.. i always have sarah.
adicts tomarrow and i am about to piss myself...i am so scared tho cuase of the other people. i have no idea why i am so fucking scared of people it makes me feel super lame but thers like nothing i can do aboyt it.
i got really mad at mommy today cuas i had to stay at school for an extra 30 minutes. and it was raining and really cold and i only had on a thermal and a tank top underneth and iw as pretty much dying and she waited up at the top of the school were i never fucking wait at all so i think shes pretty fucking stupid for doing that and i walked over to were she works cause she told me that whenever it rains to just walk to her work so i wont be stuck in the rain. so i did and she wasnt ther and then i walk back and sit ont he steps at shasta for a while and waited forever. AND THENSHE YELLED AT MY SAYING IW AS STUPID FOR SITTING OUT IN THE RAIN. and we got in a big argumenta nd i am pissed cuase she kept shakignehr head wheni woudl try to explain to her and tell her taht shes the one that fucked up cuase she did...what the fuck woudl make her think that i would be up ther... i am never up ther and its dumb for her to think taht... i honestly wanted to punch her in the face sjtu becuase of the way she was yellinga t me..and i was 2 seconds form doing it too...
i am getting over my little crush on -----... i still want to be his firend tho... i dont know why he jsut seems so nice and happy and i like that...and hes not a whore...
adicts tomarrow and i am about to piss myself...i am so scared tho cuase of the other people. i have no idea why i am so fucking scared of people it makes me feel super lame but thers like nothing i can do aboyt it.
i got really mad at mommy today cuas i had to stay at school for an extra 30 minutes. and it was raining and really cold and i only had on a thermal and a tank top underneth and iw as pretty much dying and she waited up at the top of the school were i never fucking wait at all so i think shes pretty fucking stupid for doing that and i walked over to were she works cause she told me that whenever it rains to just walk to her work so i wont be stuck in the rain. so i did and she wasnt ther and then i walk back and sit ont he steps at shasta for a while and waited forever. AND THENSHE YELLED AT MY SAYING IW AS STUPID FOR SITTING OUT IN THE RAIN. and we got in a big argumenta nd i am pissed cuase she kept shakignehr head wheni woudl try to explain to her and tell her taht shes the one that fucked up cuase she did...what the fuck woudl make her think that i would be up ther... i am never up ther and its dumb for her to think taht... i honestly wanted to punch her in the face sjtu becuase of the way she was yellinga t me..and i was 2 seconds form doing it too...
i am getting over my little crush on -----... i still want to be his firend tho... i dont know why he jsut seems so nice and happy and i like that...and hes not a whore...