In which Elisabeth sees her life change and doesn't get scared by it.

[ragdollgirl]

G-d creates miracles....and I am living a miracle.

I am now the proud owner of something I didn't think I would own anytime soon, and I am overwhelmed with

joy over it.

I love you, Clay. You are one of my favourite lucky charms.

He helped me get it, you know.

I also have more overtime to work, and I am now looking for yet another part-time job. Any takers?

In more good news, I am now a property owner once more. I rock so hard, I deafen myself! *squee*

I am also making some huge decisions about some things in my life that I have to let go of. I am at the

point in my life that I need to really not be so afraid of what others think of me, or how they will take

it when I tell them things they do not or will not like. I need to also understand that even though I may

want to do something, the timing may not always be RIGHT for it...but hey, I am a work in progress...as we

all are.

I am also getting ready to see Clay again...it seems like the time just flew by from the last time we saw

each other to now....I am thankful for it, and I am also happy that I get to see him...however, the next

time we see each other (Passover) he will see my mom and meet my friends...and I hope that everyone will

see in him what I see in him....how kind and gentle and loving and caring and considerate and loyal and

romantic and how cute and goofy he is...I want he and my mother to get along. I want Jim and Greg to like

him and declare him good.

I know, and I JUST said I wanted to get past all of that...but I still do value the opinions of my friends.