Nov 12, 2003 16:59
i feel like a zombie. im completely zapped of everything, today life as i know it is null and void. the tables have turned and i feel a huge need for positive inspiration...i want my krystal-fish. i need to see her smile and her bright eyes and feel her amazing energy. i just need her in general, to inspire me like i used to inspire her. i know things have been rough with us lately but i think things are almost ready to go back to normal with us. me and krystal against the world. i've gotten so off track and so lost, all i NEED in my life is krystal. no more distractions. i need to get my soul to the cleaners.
my color theory class is canceled tonight, that is partly a dream come true. im going to go home then to starbucks with a book and drink some coffee and visit with becky cause she makes me feel something other than wrong.