Moses' fight
I don't usually write in the mornings, but i had dreams all night last night, so here i am.
Dreams are strange things. After we moved to Texas and after the miscarriage and after a few weeks of "recovery," i started having dreams every night in which i cried and cried and cried. I don't really remember anything happening in the dreams, just me sobbing. I would wake up confused and dry-eyed. I think it was my way of getting out the grief I had to place for in my day-to-day life. It escaped at night.
"The LORD himself will fight for you; you have only to keep still."
Why is it so hard to keep still? To keep still goes against everything our minds and bodies are telling us to do. Do something, react, fix, change, move beyond, face-head-on, tackle, deal with, alter, improve. Today I only have to keep still.
Dreams are strange things. After we moved to Texas and after the miscarriage and after a few weeks of "recovery," i started having dreams every night in which i cried and cried and cried. I don't really remember anything happening in the dreams, just me sobbing. I would wake up confused and dry-eyed. I think it was my way of getting out the grief I had to place for in my day-to-day life. It escaped at night.
"The LORD himself will fight for you; you have only to keep still."
Why is it so hard to keep still? To keep still goes against everything our minds and bodies are telling us to do. Do something, react, fix, change, move beyond, face-head-on, tackle, deal with, alter, improve. Today I only have to keep still.