Jun 27, 2008 00:15
I am very much looking forward to Frassati Friday. Very much looking forward to Jacob's baptism. These are good things, the things that I hope will give me the strength to start next week, and the next. It is time, it's been long enough. I'm tired of playing at having it all together and I want a vacation. We went to the park tonight, because sitting in the living room and playing with the same old toys even had me bored. Daniel walked around the entire park. Across the field, around the pool (stopping to stare through the fence at the swimming lessons), past the basketball court, around the picnic tables and back to the playground. His little legs must have been so tired. I asked if he was ready to go home. He looked at me, looked around at the park, back at me and said, "Byebye, Park." We left.
Brad is baching it in Florida. I would say I am jealous, but I don't want to work seven days a week. One night of fun wouldn't equal out in my book. So i'm jealous of his sushi and Long Island Iced Teas, not his office and rental car.
have you ever felt torn in half, and yet... not? Like, your heart was split, but not your mind?
"Listen to me now, I need to let you know you don’t have to go it alone. And it’s you when I look in the mirror and it’s you when I don’t pick up the phone. Sometimes you can’t make it on your own. And it’s you when I look in the mirror and it’s you that makes it hard to let go.
Sometimes you can’t make it on your own, sometimes you can’t make it. The best you can do is to fake it. Sometimes you can’t make it on your own"-- U2
God, I hope You're enough. I know it, I hope I feel it.