sorry about this intolerabl emo post
hello wall measels and hearts-->
im really doing terribly
darman's gf found out about what we did and bitched me out
i asked darman why he didint tell me he had a gf
his responce: "i knew you wouldn't gothrough with it if you kne i was still with sheila. but i like you taleen. i dont want this to end"
my dad thinks depression=i'm back on coke
and told me so in the middle of the olive garden
ofcoarse this brought abck all hte bad memories of my drug days and i started crying and i didnt stop 3 hours laer at home because im an emo pussy
i'm hurt
i'm angry
and i fucking ahte what i idd to my walls