jeebus
I'm not one to constantly complain, but...
I feel like I'm fucking eighty years old, like you guys don't even understand... I have gone through more shit this year than anything in my entire life. I've had two friends die, I've been handcuffed, I've gone to court, I've changed schools, I've done things I never thought I'd do before, etc etc etc I'm not going to list everything, a lot of it is just WAY too personal..
And I've changed sooo fucking much.
I don't know if its good or bad. all I know is i feel so goddamn old its sick...
OH and to make it all worse, I talked to a friend I havent talked to in forever because I stopped talking to him, and he was like "it really hurt how you beleived your enemy over your best friend and you know i love you and you know i would never hurt you"
and yeah... I started crying.. that is SO unlike me.. I never cry, well i did--once--but that was with jenny and it doesnt count
ughi have waaaaaaaaaay too many problems to worry about i hate this!!!
ARGHHHHHHHHHHH!!!
thank god for the man i love lol
I feel like I'm fucking eighty years old, like you guys don't even understand... I have gone through more shit this year than anything in my entire life. I've had two friends die, I've been handcuffed, I've gone to court, I've changed schools, I've done things I never thought I'd do before, etc etc etc I'm not going to list everything, a lot of it is just WAY too personal..
And I've changed sooo fucking much.
I don't know if its good or bad. all I know is i feel so goddamn old its sick...
OH and to make it all worse, I talked to a friend I havent talked to in forever because I stopped talking to him, and he was like "it really hurt how you beleived your enemy over your best friend and you know i love you and you know i would never hurt you"
and yeah... I started crying.. that is SO unlike me.. I never cry, well i did--once--but that was with jenny and it doesnt count
ughi have waaaaaaaaaay too many problems to worry about i hate this!!!
ARGHHHHHHHHHHH!!!
thank god for the man i love lol