hmm
It's funny that the last time I really posted about my life in here was when I was starting college and now here I am, a senior almost graduating, and I decide to start writing in this thing. I don't know why really. Maybe it's my need to reach out to someone, anyone really, now that I feel like I have so few people to turn to. I mean sure, I have my boyfriend whom I love. I have my family too. I have like maybe 2 close friends. But I feel like I can't turn to any of these people for different reasons. I don't wanna put pressure on my boyfriend because he has his own problems. My family I don't want to worry with my personal bullshit because they don't need to go through any more than I already have put them through. And my one or two friends... well they're just never around. Everyone's busy and those that are around I can't talk to.
My boyfriend is the one I tell the most to, I think. But there's just so much going on in my head right now and I can't talk to him or anyone. I don't know what the fuck to do. I mean, it's 1:30 AM, I should be working on this thesis I have to write, but instead here I am writing this livejournal entry that no one will probably read.
I need... something
I'm going crazy.
My boyfriend is the one I tell the most to, I think. But there's just so much going on in my head right now and I can't talk to him or anyone. I don't know what the fuck to do. I mean, it's 1:30 AM, I should be working on this thesis I have to write, but instead here I am writing this livejournal entry that no one will probably read.
I need... something
I'm going crazy.