it's so "love actually"... :}
in less than three weeks i'll be in cologne, germany to see rebekka. i'll spend 2 weeks in 3 different european countries with the woman i love. i can picture all these romanticized moments in my head.. the excitement as the plane touches down, the anxiety as i walk off, weaving through the crowd, peering over peoples heads, the way we'll look at each other, the slow walk towards one another, how i'll drop my suitcases... and it all feels so surreal. like i've created fate. i picture walking through the holiday market, sleeping in her room, christmas with her family, our weekend alone in paris, kissing on the stroke of new years. i can't stop smiling. =}